It was since long that I tried to purchase a car for myself. But there was never enough money to fulfill my long cherished dream. Therefore I went for a second hand or a pre-owned car. The car I ultimately purchased was past her prime long back. Whatever problems she had were mainly due to old age. I did not have any complaints against her. The reverse, of course, was not true. We would come to that later.
The car dealer had gauged my financial capability correctly and kept me waiting for the entire evening while he attended to the more flamboyant. It was well after 9 p.m. that he could attend to me. He was an expert salesman eulogizing the virtues of an old car, taking care to see that no other customer was in earshot for the obvious reasons. The older the car the lesser would be the price and his profit. The dealer dealt with me in a manner that convinced me that probably I was also a second-hand customer.
I fell in love with the car at first sight. The reason was simple. I was infatuated with the likes of her long back when I was an adolescent in high school and dreamt that one day I would own one of her tribe. Now that she was no virgin any more mattered little to me for virginity is a mental attribute. She was she after all. I paid for her and brought her home that evening itself. It was a pleasure to drive her for she was so lean, smooth and silky.
Though one could call her vintage going by her age, her elegance made me immensely happy. I realised to my surprise that it was most appropriate to attribute effeminate qualities to a car. She was benevolent (because she was mine for a pittance), sympathetic (for she fulfilled my wish to own her) and excused my inability to provide her even with a covered garage. My pocket could permit a mere open slot for her in a community garage near my house.
The only thing that worried me was that the last four digits of her registration number, when added, came to thirteen. I consoled myself thinking that on further addition of the digits that constituted 13 a wholesome four resulted. It never struck me that on that logic 13 would never be unlucky for it would always become four when one and three were added.
I started having an uncanny feeling that at times the car displayed some sort of preferences like human beings. I would come to that story now. Purchasing an old car was not that difficult but maintaining it was an altogether different proposition. By the time I realised that it was too late.
Driving an old car was not only prohibitively costly but also fraught with too many risks especially in crowded city streets. It was in the month of January that she became mine and within a few days I wanted to take her to my office on a trial basis. The radiator gave way on the road and she refused to yield from where she stopped. I could not attend office on that day. From many other small incidents it was clear that she was most unwilling to remain in the city. I could feel that. Her previous owner was based in a remote place far from the madding crowds. She liked only such places. I did not know that when I purchased her.
I was transferred in February for six months to a place about 700 miles away. It wouldn't be proper to take her along I thought. My employer would provide me with a car there. So I locked her up in the garage and left the city. I did not come to know her mind, if she had any, at that time.
She had to spend these long six months alone, without any warmth, like a prisoner. She was angry. She was meanwhile trying to arrange her freedom. I commissioned her immediately after I came back. She purred into life like a lioness after her slumber. But this time there was trouble from some other quarter.
Within days of returning to the city I was transferred to another place, a remote township, sparsely populated and with lot of greenery all around. This time the transfer was permanent. I had to leave my favourite city for good. The car had to be taken to my new location. I was not certain how she would behave in the long and arduous journey and therefore I chose the relative safety of travelling by train along with my family, leaving her at the hands of a professional driver who would drive her to my new location.
We reached the new place almost simultaneously. The driver reported that the car traversed the 500 miles through the forest and hilly areas without much of a hassle. I thought that she must have been happy to be travelling along the route, as she was very fond of desolate places, forests, rivers and everything else in their natural surroundings. Was she instrumental in arranging my transfer also? It was quite abnormal to be transferred twice within six months and that too with flying colours.
I felt restless in the new place because I had to leave my son in the city for his studies. After spending six months or so I came back to the city on three months' leave for my son's high school examination, leaving my car in the safety of a covered garage attached to my quarters. After idling for three months in the city I didn't feel like going back. I was in a dilemma and sent the professional driver once again to bring the car and my luggage back. Enough was enough. I decided to leave the job.
This time the car behaved in an entirely different manner. She simply refused to come back. The experienced driver could bring her back only after a lot of cajoling and coaxing. But again I decided to go back there because jobs were not available just for the asking in the city and I had no alternative. The world was very cruel. It pushed me away again to that god-forsaken place leaving my son in the city. The car was so happy that she travelled back without any mishap. It seemed as if she would go there on her own even without a driver. She knew the place so well and liked it beyond any doubt.
There was as it were a tug of war between the car and me. She would take me out of the city and I would come back like the proverbial monkey sliding down a slippery bamboo pole. This time I stayed in that remote place for about a year before calling it quits. I resigned and came back to the city with a firm resolve to find a job. If millions of people could earn their livelihood in the big city, so could I. But it was a hell of a job to bring back the car now. Like a most unwilling fellow she refused to budge an inch. I forcibly loaded her on to a truck along with my other belongings and brought her to the city. She suffered self-inflicted bruises on her body in the course of the journey by rejecting the cushions placed all around her.
After returning to the city I remained without job for a few months. Desperately I tried to sell her off because there was simply no money to maintain her. Even the rent for the garage seemed too much to bear. The second hand car dealer refused to cooperate with me. His logic this time was entirely different. "Who would buy a vintage car these days? You better contact the kawariwalas (scrap dealers) sir," said that man. I kept on requesting him to do something. After all I purchased it from him only a little over two years back. He had a moral duty to help me out in my present condition etc. etc.
Ultimately the dealer agreed to take her back more out of sympathy for me rather than any profit. I came back with the paltry sum that the dealer doled out. In two years since I took possession of her I lost my job and my car. Was she jinxed because of that number 13 connection?
A year later, on the way to my new place of work in the city, I saw her passing by majestically near the city theatre. She was totally oblivious of me because I was travelling in a crowded bus and peeping out of the window. I lowered my eyes in embarrassment lest she should recognise me.
The End
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